Last night I had a really restless sleep. I was able to
sleep, but I woke up feeling tired and hating every dream I had. I can remember
one dream I was being chased around a hotel and I just kept riding up and down
the elevator and switching it up to the stairs at some points in my dream to
get away from whoever was chasing me.
But my next set of dreams were so cruel when I woke up. They
made me want to cry and I so badly wanted them to be true. I kept having dreams
where I would take a pregnancy test and there would be two lines, both so dark.
I had this same dream 3 times last night and each time I woke up I thought
about how cruel the dreams were.
I don’t want to have dreams like that because that’s all
they are, dreams, dreams I so desperately want to be true. But they are not.
They are not my reality.
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